Bad Mood Rising

With all of the prepping that I have been doing it has always been my goal to protect K and myself. K has seen glimpses of what is happening but cannot connect the dots and is not helping as I would like she needs to. K has depression and takes meds for it. I have hypertension and take meds. I have tried to fill all scripts a week early and stash the pills for months now. I have a 60 day supply currently and she has a 15 day because she waits until she has one pill left before telling me she needs a refill. This is not going well.

K likes the fact that we can grow a garden and that I have purchased items to ensure that we can safely stock up on what we grow for future use. However she does not have the initiative to learn how to use them let alone use them after I show her how. I basically have to prep on this front alone.

I know that the wintertime is especially depressing and I guess it is getting at me too with all the cloudy days and not being able to work outside. I need to get started on some projects including starting some seeds for the spring however she is dragging me down with her right now. I know I will rebound but with all that is going on now and even knowing what is coming for us all I have begun to realize one of my worst fears.

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